[pics personal. last fall's pictures]

It's funny how you get some sort of self-fulfillment feel when you get mail. Like you're a bit more important. I hold on to those small, rather pathetic things since I'm without purpose for the time being. It's seriously frustrating being sick and not being able to do something about it. And also, missing the fun stuff - like yesterday's Håkan Hellström concert and Amanda's homecoming. And seeing Alexander's new apartment. etc, etc. I want to be outside, photographing, running, picking mushrooms in the woods, have dinner with my friends. If you have the ability - do it! That's what I'll be doing next week. And get a job. That's it.