"... this utterly subtle moment when I am neither a subject nor an object, but rather a subject feeling the transformation into object: here I get a micro experience of death (of the parenthesis) and I really become a ghost."

Right now I'm reading Roland Barthes' Camera Lucida. It's a book about photography from a philosophic point of view. It makes me a bit weary this time of the night, but at the same time there are a lot of those questions being answered that I've contemplated myself. Satisfying enough, we've come to the same conclusions in some (a very few ones, that is) cases. Of course, this man goes way beyond deep. Seems like I do have an aptitude for philosophy, even though it makes my head hurt. I do however recommend it. If you too are somewhat crazy. Continuing now...